I Chose The Wrong Path. Period.

Despite all the good that has been happening to me lately, I feel rather depressed.

Maybe it's the after effect from losing a friend, or maybe it's the realization that this is not what I want to do for the rest of my life.

I know I'm only 20 but I had a plan, and this is not what the plan was suppose to be.

I thought I could relinquish the plan and go with the flow. I am usually good at adapting and being more versatile when it comes to things like this.

But today, I cannot.

I tried everything. But today, I surrender.

(The Living Legend has officially ran out of tricks to pull out from his hat)